I'm
scared of myself when I love ...
I don’t want to do it too strongly and end up
empty.
Or do it too roughly and end up hurting,
or hold it too tightly and end
up smothering.
I want to be perfect, and I can’t.
Sometimes I'm afraid to want too openly.
I want someone to come along and just understand
why I require such massive amounts of love,
why I hide so
much.
I want to feel able enough to show myself to them.
I have to be patient with myself
Patient with my feelings
And have faith that everything will be okay
