The Risk Taker
Sweater: I don't remember to be honest :s
Tights: Primark but also available at your local H&M or whatever
Shoes: Cherry Red Docs
Shoe laces: Came with the Docs yo
Mar 31, 2012
Details on ... two minutes in life
I love to push the 'emotional button', to make things more dramatic than they are
That's how this video came to life! I had an emo peek and made this for a friend but this is actually for all my close friends who I love very much! So to those friends, thank you for being THAT friend!
It means a lot to me and you're definitely appreciated!
This video is called 'Two minutes in life" cause the video is exactly two minutes!
Details on ... ASL
I'm taking online lessons to learn how to sign! This interest in sign language started a year ago! A friend and I where even willing to take lessons at the university but it never happened so we put that on hold!
Now with Sia signing in her video and Switched at Birth, I wanted to sign more than ever!
This video is me taking my baby steps in signing! The video says ASL but actually it's not really ASL cause my grammar is not correct! It's more PSE where the translation is literal! I'm working on my grammar tho!
Mar 24, 2012
In the fabric ...
Details in the fabric
I can’t ever get the flowers if I don’t pull them from dirt. -R.W.
Details on ... Death by chocolate
"I listen to it ever time my heart hurts and remember my strength. I remember that it wont be long and I will grow strong. These lyrics as most of hers are moving and life changing. Thank you Sia for your heart and open to the world diary and above all your vulnerability." -Fan
"Tears on your pillow will dry and you will learn
Just how to love again"
Sia is one of the reasons I started to learn sign language
Chocolate video
This is the most random video ever and I turned it into an emotional piece called "Le lac du coin"
I used Time above the earth by The Kooks because I absolutely love that song!
This wasn't even supposed to be serious but I really kinda like it lol
Details on ... the sun
Please mister Sun, stay! Stay a little while longer cause we've missed you old friend!
Mar 6, 2012
Details on ... The Kooks
I've spent so much time above the earth,
Thinking about life and each man's worth,
How can one person be worth more,
Than a thousand people knocking on his door,
Still the motion of your hair,
Well that could take me anywhere,
Because you're happier than I,
Please don't say goodbye...
Then I get off the plane,
A thousand thoughts flashing through my brain,
Like am I really here at all,
Will I see her again,
If I do will it be the same,
And am I really here at all?
In the fabric ...
I want good to come from everything, so much so, that as I realize it’ll never happen…my belief in humanity depreciates almost entirely.
Details on ... Angel Haze, illustrated by me
I'm scared of myself when I love ...
I don’t want to do it too strongly, and end up empty. Or do it too roughly, and end up hurting, or hold it too tightly and end up smothering. I want to be perfect, and I can’t.
Sometimes, Im afraid to want too openly. I don’t want to seem as empty as I am. I want someone to come along and just understand my brokenness, and why I require such massive amounts of love. Why I hide so much, then I want to feel able enough to show myself to them.
I’m afraid to be hurt again…but I want to feel so badly.
I want not to be so numb anymore.
And now I'm that girl ...
The one who is seemingly absent of emotion at all times, except for when I write, of course. The one who divulges the reality she’s aware of, the nature of humans, and her inability to place anything more than fleeting moments of happiness within them. The one who no longer believes in anything. Sometimes I find myself laying in bed just wanting and waiting to die. I even find myself feeling nostalgia for all the deaths I had known prior to the one I yearn for. There’s nothing here for me. I know how impossible it all is, and nobody can make me a believer.
You can have me..but only for a moment. I’m incapable of giving myself fully. I can’t pretend not to know. I’m just so tired of knowing. All of it makes me miserable.
I don't take anything that happens to me seriously anymore ...
I can’t bring myself to care completely about anything anymore.
I’m always willing to let go and walk away….even if it hurts.
I just view pain as a necessity now, an inevitability, and the price of true happiness.. and so long as I see it this way, I can never be permanently damaged. Nothing will ever matter as much to me as what lies ahead. What I’ll miss out on if I keep looking behind me is much more important than pain that’ll only last an hour before I’ve become numb again. Pain is just a secret being brought to the light, things I didn’t know transforming themselves into knowledge I’ve acquired.
So, do as you please. Hurt me if you want. In the end, it’ll never matter.
You’ll just be another lesson learned.
Mar 3, 2012
Details on ... my lady crush
Her latest video ...
She's not wearing a bra? my kinda girl!
Spoken word
she's listening to CBR, that's a plus!
Music
This is one of my favorite songs!
In the fabric ...
I want it to matter when I’m showing myself and what’s beneath the skin! Claw your way through me and barricade yourself and I want you to see me ... I want you to see me for
Who I Am!
- My crush
This is a song that I cry to, that I let my guard down and internally die to. This is a song that makes me surrender ...
I love it when I can say that about a song
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