Jul 10, 2013

Le message

 
There's so much to be upset about.
So much that it upsets me.
What's most upsetting is the fact that things can get me upset
Meaning, things get to me
Things that are so meaningless
*deep sigh*
*closes eyes*
Life is way too beautiful to worry
It's summer
All I have to do is kick back and relax
And let the Lord lead the way
*takes deep breath*
Enjoy the air
It's free

Le picture

Details on ... The Divas



Details on ... the skate park












Jul 6, 2013

In the fabric ...



 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 I'M TOO REFLECTIVE, AREN'T I?

Jul 4, 2013

Details on ... the white chamber

 
 

In the white chamber that is my mind
I am the only reigning queen
It's the place I can crawl back into to be alone
To think ... mostly OVERthink
It's just me and only me
It's my favorite place in the world
 
 

In the fabric ...






It's like people only see Clark Kent in me and not superman.
Truth is, I don't feel like taking my glasses of in front of just anyone.
 

In the fabric ...


   
I'm scared of myself when I love ...
I don’t want to do it too strongly and end up empty.
Or do it too roughly and end up hurting,
or hold it too tightly and end up smothering.
I want to be perfect, and I can’t.
Sometimes I'm afraid to want too openly. 
I want someone to come along and just understand
why I require such massive amounts of love,
why I hide so much. 
I want to feel able enough to show myself to them.
  
 
 
I have to be patient with myself
Patient with my feelings
And have faith that everything will be okay